June 21, 1997


"She's an easy lover...."


What's On My Mind...

Relationships are really fun and jolly and can pull your brains out your ears in such a short order you wonder how it happened. Case in point: Colette and I are living in this little studio apartment and there is nowhere to go to get away from each other. This can be really bad. Nowhere to run when the other is driving you up a wall. I get on her nerves because she won't get up with me in the mornings which is when we really have time to talk to each other and I need to get to bed by 8 or 9 PM so I can be awak the next day and she likes to stay up late and watch TV. BTW, I hate television. I also can't sleep when a light is on or there is noise. So we have big problems.

It's not that I'm trying to deprive her of her fun, it's just that one of us has to work and pay bills and if I'm not alert, I could suffer the loss of my job from lack of sleep. Admittedly, that's pushing the envelope but I need to be awake and functional. This just doesn't seem to penetrate her braincase housing group. I also get this rolling eye, sighing and complaining about how she hates to go to bed early routine. I hate that. I could always stay up late with her, be late for work about 5 or 10 days and then get fired and see how she likes that.

I turn 37 tomorrow. Been on my mind a little. Like what the fuck am I doing. But not too much. I have the rest of the time I have to get to where I think I should be which is unknown right now. I'm just trying to live one day at at time and make the most of each day I have. After having lived my life hating life, to live like this is pretty nice. So I'm pretty okay with the age thing.


I have gained some weight lately and that is weighing heavily on my body. Probably up to 180 or so at 6'3". That ain't so bad but I have weighed less most of my life so I don't like the added poundage.



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Be Joyous!

Drew

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