May 15, 1996

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And now we have just so much bullshit I can't even see straight. I am up again at 0516 and I have no idea why. I cannot sleep, I cannot get it together, I can't even stop getting on this thing and doing something with it. I have a BAD cyber-jones. Hi. I'm Drew. I'm a cyber-addict. Worse than that; I relate to these things better than I do people.

I'm freaking myself out on purpose. I need to get motivated and get a job lest I become a carrier of the bag. A Thinster. One on whom rain falls. All this in the shadow of possibly working on a cable company's site. Just kind of hanging out here ya know? Hell, if you ain't hanging it out, what's the point? I can think of much more enjoyable things to do than worry. But then, we do what we're good at eh? Just a meloncholy sigh lingering. I do that real well ya know.

I think I'm gonna have to go solo again here as I did in Lville. Ain't nothing going on in this town as it ain't the most technical town around. Making contacts with companies and working on building up a clientele seems to be one of the best things I can do. It is works, it's shweet. Don't, your eating dog food. 'Course I have eaten dog food before and you can live on it. Not for long, but it can be done.

Hey! Got me some Mozilla boxers this week. They wuz on sale at Netscapes spring sale (?) and so I jest ordered them up. I mean what the hell, it isn't like I have anyone else to spend the money on is it! I would just once like to go somewhere I would like going again to see if there was anyone there I was compatible with. Maybe the geek hangouts ( if there are any in this God forsaken town) are likely places. How do you find a Geek Girl? If you know, email me.

Drue Miller of The Net wrote a cute article this month on How To Love A Geek Girl. Good writer.

I have now gotten to the part of the morning where I can't remember what I was going to say next so bye. I gotta go work on the HTML for my maste calendar. I have figgered out a way to make the raw HTML more "weildy" vs. the blunt force approach I first took. Man that was bad stuff to work with. At least with the new coding, I won't have to use a graphical editor to figure out which date belongs to which month.

Drew
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