November 13, 1996
"I...have always been here...."
Oh boy! Thai food coma...Spring rolls, Thai Fried Rice (which even I couldn't finish!) and two Thai iced teas. Had to waddle over to the keyboard and work off the food by typing my Diary for today...
Hey! Yesterday and the day before sucked and today sucked less. Had two long visits south and had to contend with traffic (just call me the Traffic/Commuter Coward). I hate the anxiety I have over traffic. Part of it is due to the VW Vanagon I just got rid of. It was a mechanical nightmare and prone to break down at the right (wrong) moments. Plus, after 2.5 years of 100 miles a day, I've had enough. Never buy another house either. Fishheads on the mortgage thing, tax thing, worrying about being transferred and having to sell it thing...
Yesterday was 4 hours OT and today was two. Not enough time. I'm thinking about going to the mountains for X-Giving. See the glaciers. Do the iceman thing...
Now this is cool...Ann said I could steal this quote for emails, and I thought I would post it here....I don't think she'd mind....What a nice person!
"In a world so filled with hatred
and violence, you should be happy
that I love, no matter who I love."
There are so many nice people out there...you practically trip over them on a daily basis. It's the a**holes and jerks that spoil it for everyone else. Ain't being in love great! Wish I was... :-) DOH! I forgot. I'm in love with myself. I'm supposed to be working on being a boor and a bore.
Jackson Browne is singing another Protest Song "Lives In The Balance" -- protest singer he's singin a protest song -- How come Jesus get's industrial disease?
Much better...strapped on the old axe...plugged in...turned on and tuned out....I'm back a little expended and much happier. A Fender Telecaster with Humbuckers....there is no substitute :-)
I am getting the sleep I need so I'm doing pretty good there. People are great at work. Came in yesterday around 1:15P from a class and someone had taken my chair! That pissed me off so I just got over it and moved on. Poor cube etiquette you asshole schmuck jer whoeverthehellyouare...so like I said...I got over it and moved on. Made me feel really bad just the same. Thoughtlessness...Great. Now big crocodile tears are coursing down my cheeks mingling with my Thai iced tea and rice...
Love. There is no substitute...
Peace
Drew
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"I...have always looked out from behind these eyes...Nobody lives forever....Nobody lives forever..."
