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November 6, 1997
"And it's three hits..."
What's New
Got this in the mail today from my brother in law. Hoo Hoo
Hoo!!! —
Luke: "You fought in the clone wars?"
Ben: "I was once a Jedi Knight the same as your father."
Luke: "My father didn't fight in the wars. He was a navigator on a spice freighter."
Ben: "That's what your Uncle told you. He didn't hold with your father's ideals.
He thought he should stay home. Not gotten involved."
Luke: "I wish I had known him."
Ben: "He was a cunning warrior, and the best star pilot in the galaxy. I understand
you've become quite a good pilot yourself And he was a good friend. For over a thousand
years the Jedi Knight protected the galaxy. Before the dark times. Before the Empire."
Luke: "How did my father die?"
Ben: "A young Jedi Knight named Darth Vader, who was a pupil of mine until he
turned to evil, helped the Emperor hunt down and destroy the Jedi Knights. He betrayed
and murdered your father. Vader was seduced by the Dark Side of the Force."
Luke: "The Force?"
Ben: "Yes, the Force is what gives a Jedi Knight his power. It's an energy field
created by all living things. It surrounds us. Penetrates us. Binds the galaxy together.
Which reminds me.Your father wanted you to have this when you were old enough, but
your Uncle wouldn't allow. He thought you'd follow old Obi-Wan on some idealistic
crusade."
Luke: "What is it?"
Ben: "It a lightsaber. The weapon of a Jedi Knight. Not as random or clumsy
as a blaster. An elegant weapon for a more civilized age."
Now the interpretation.
Luke: "You were in the Greek System?."
Ben: "I was once a Frat Guy the same as your father."
Luke: "My father didn't belong to a frat. He was a tool, an RA in the dorms
for four years."
Ben: "That's what your mother told you. She didn't hold with your father's ideals.
She thought he should stay home. Not drink until four in the morning and then piss
on things."
Luke: "I wish I had known him, when he could drink."
Ben: "He was a cunning partier, and the best boat-racer in the house. And he
was a good brother. I understand you've become quite a booze hound yourself. For
over five years he got so curbed he could hardly function. Before the dark times.
Before, his skirt."
Luke: "How did my father become a lame ass?"
Ben: "A young chick, namely your mother, who was pretty cool herself until she
turned to evil, helped other women hunt down and destroy the coolness in men. She
civilized and murdered the brother who was once your father. Your mother was pissed
off by the dark side of Beer"
Luke: "Beer?"
Ben: [smiles] "Yes, Beer is what gives a frat guy his power.It's a beverage
created by hops and barley...and shit like that. It messes us up. Gives us beer goggles.
And lets us yell stuff like "penis" in bars everywhere. Which reminds me.
Your father wanted you to have this when you were old enough, but your Mother wouldn't
allow it. He thought you'd follow some Frat Brother on some binge drinking crusade."
Luke: "What is it?"
Ben: "Your father's beer-bong. The weapon of a Frat Guy. Not as random or clumsy
as a shot glass. An elegant weapon for a less civilized age..."
What's On My Mind
Blackness.
LATER....
GRIEF - IF WE AVOID IT WILL IT GO AWAY?
Grief is as old as mankind but is one of the most neglected of human problems.
As we become aware of this neglect, we come to realize the enormous cost that
it has been to the individual, to the families and to society, in terms of pain
and suffering because we have neglected the healing of grief.
Essential to a grieving person is to have at least one person who will allow them,
give them permission to grieve. Some people can turn to a friend or to a family
member. Some find a support group that will allow one to be the way one needs to
be at the present as they work through their grief. Dealing appropriately with
grief is important in helping to preserve healthy individuals and nurturing families,
to avoid destroying bodies and their psyche, their marriages and their relationships.
You can postpone grief but you cannot avoid it. As other stresses come along,
one becomes less able to cope if one has other unresolved grief. It requires a great
deal of energy to avoid grief and robs one of energy for creative expression in relating
to other people and in living a fulfilling life. It limits one's life potential.
Suppressing grief keeps one in a continual state of stress and shock, unable
to move from it. Our body feels the effects of it in ailments. Our emotional life
suffers.
Our spiritual life suffers. We say that the person is "stuck in grief".
When a person faces his grief, allows his feeling to come, speaks of his grief, allows
its expression, it is then that the focus is to move from death and dying and to
promote life and living.
Fr. Dunstan died yesterday. He was a righteous dude. I'll miss
him. I got the above from a site on the web. It isn't for me about Dunstan, it's
about me. See? It's all about me. Selfish bastard no? :-)
I asked to be taken off the job I was doing and given something
less stressful. I didn't go in to work yesterday. I couldn't. I was dressed and ready
but couldn't get out the door. I'd go to it and turn back. I was too flipped out
about not being able to do what I knew needed to be done at work and that I wasn't
measuring up to anyone's needs. It's now 2.49A on Friday and I have to go
in today. Gotta see what's going on at the ranch if nothing else. This can't the
state of affairs much longer. I have got to get back in harness if at all possible.
Hospitalization ain't the answer cause they can't help me. The meds work okay but
they don't get me going. I just have to tough it out and keep on plodding. Damn tough
to plod in glue ya know...
I think I'm playing a game with myself here. A very old game.
Be Joyous!
, despite reports to the contrary,
has NOT been shown to produce acute paranoia in speckled Geckos.
<nothing right now>
"to the heart son."
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