March 18, 1997
"And if you need to know that you've weathered the storm of cruel mortality..."
Ahhh....back to updating the diary...and a place to yak. Sitting here with a fresh pot 'o Java and Marlboro Lights...
Got a letter from a girl I knew in the first psych ward I was in. She is back to cutting herself and hearing the voices that tell her to kill herself. I'm sitting here thinking about posting some of her poems but I need to ask her if she would mind. You think you've got it tough?? How would you like to hear voices daily, all the time, that tell you to kill yourself? Not the internal voice of conscience or brain thinking...but actual voices!!!! Awful...
Anyway, I think I'm being headf****d by someone I know...but I ain't playing that co-dependant crap anymore. We'll see...more later..
***Later***
Downloaded some nice thingies for my Mac and running them through their paces. Damn!! I must be better!! I'm talking like a geek again instead of about being nuts!!
Gotta get some dinner soon. Either a can of soup or MacDonald's....such choices.
Prolly be going back to work week after next. good!. I need the money...getting a little tight these days...so I stay at home and screw around with this puter...which by the way needs to be replaced. A 33Mhz Mac with 40MB of RAM and 256MB disk does not equal a 225Mhz chine with 128MB of RAM and a 4.0GB disk..Duh!!!
Seattle is about to wash away. Rain for days and days...not new but it is more in terms of quantity. Global warming??? Just a myth...
Be Joyous!
Drew
<Ranting like a Sum'Bitch>
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